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Do you want to know who I am? by kajikindorai, literature

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dear i used to be her--L.10 by betwixtthepages, literature

Artist // Hobbyist // Other
  • Apr 1
  • United States
  • Deviant for 15 years
  • He / Him
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My Bio
This used to be different... I used to be different... Now I don't really know what goes here anymore... I just know that what used to occupy this space is wrong. I don't know who I am, but I know it's not who i want to be. I will figure this out in time... I need to dig back to my roots... Unfortunately I've been piling shit on them for a number of years... got my work cut out for me...

Current Residence: Somewhere outside Mt. Vernon, WA
deviantWEAR sizing preference: I wear Large, or XL because of how tall and long I am. 32-36 pants.
Print preference: still don't know what you are talking about.
Favourite genre of music: Seriously, anything but rap. You can't spell crap, without rap.
Favourite photographer: Me
Favourite style of art: Tribal, manga, anything that leaps from my fingers.
Operating System: Ubuntu, or Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Shell of choice: Still confusing me here too.
Wallpaper of choice: Something trippy
Skin of choice: something pretty
Favourite cartoon character: Grr from invader zim!!!
Personal Quote: Right now... none.

Favourite Visual Artist
k3=studio
Favourite Movies
Zombies, Disney, anything fantastic :D
Favourite TV Shows
Burn Notice, Dr. Who, Warehouse 13
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Everything but rap, can't spell crap without rap.
Favourite Books
Forgotten Realms, Black Butler, Battle Angel Aelita
Favourite Writers
Robert Frost
Favourite Games
The Witcher, Bioshock, Spyro, Elder Scrolls
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC, play everything, if you can't play it, write an emulator
Tools of the Trade
Lol whatever
Other Interests
Music, reading, hiking, snowboarding, swimming, fishing, drinking, sketching, writing, painting etc.

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I feel like my mental stability is hanging from a cliff with broken fingers, suspended in time, over sharp spikes protruding from lava. Dark as it may be, I'm not in good head space right now. I fight my demons every day with all my soul, but I don't feel like I'm winning right now. Don't get me wrong, I'll finish my work, I'll do it to the best of my abilities, but I have a great deal to learn. I have a lot to improve. I'm tired of half compliments. I need to be better, for me, not for everyone else, and I need to improve at MY own rate. I need to figure out how to meet my own expectations before I can meet anyone else's...
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Unwell...

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Unwell... and miles from peace...
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It finds us all eventually. Nothing truly stands the merciless march of time. It afflicts everyone differently. Hardens some, breaks others. Death is a heavy thing. It's a complicated weave, this life, of trying to find things worth living with, worth living for, and even harder yet, worth exposing yourself to the inevitable moment that the light in their eyes and the air in their lungs ceases to be. It's deceptive almost... how much easier it is to love an animal than another human. To grow and care for any enormous variety of shapes and sizes and species of pets. Its all so easy until it isn't. A small life left my presence today, and yet I feel the world is so much darker for it.
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WELCOME TO MY PAGE! Now GTFO! Lol just kidding, I'm not that cruel. Just a little spazzy tonight I guess.
:bored: Hurry up and update this page you dork...lol...it's like your myspace page...sooooooooo boring! :mechabug:
Hehe I am updating it! Sorta, get your bootay online liz :P
well its not exactly devious, but i do have a thought, and that thought is that i am glad i re-discovered a dear friend that i have missed sorely
awwww. Okay, perhaps the cheering bit is a bad thing for me to do but still. That friend is glad too. she was having issues not leaving comments on your myspace page as of late. :P!